Today I went to the daycare to pick up Toots and normally the babies are in the back, but today they were in the front. I touched this baby hand because she reached out to me. I haven't touched a baby since Chase passed, I instantly began crying. Lord knows I miss my baby so much. I'll do anything to hold and see him again. The only thing that runs through my mind constantly is: Why my baby? Why me? I will never get the answer no matter how badly I want it. I just know I love and miss my baby.
On June 1, 2022, I lost my baby boy Chase Jade-Cris Lundy to pseudomonas pneumonia he was only 9 months old. My life will never be the same as I move forward on this journey without him. I am also, a wife and a mother to a 16-year-old son and a 3-year-old daughter. My purpose of this blog is to help other families properly grieve and encourage others to move forward. Please follow me as I help you and myself move through grief within my journal. John 16:20-22.
Day 6.
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I often find myself looking for old clothing or blankets that belong to Chase. My husband got rid of everything but sometimes I pray that I...
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