9.12.2022

Day 2.

 Today I went to the daycare to pick up Toots and normally the babies are in the back, but today they were in the front. I touched this baby hand because she reached out to me. I haven't touched a baby since Chase passed, I instantly began crying. Lord knows I miss my baby so much. I'll do anything to hold and see him again. The only thing that runs through my mind constantly is: Why my baby? Why me? I will never get the answer no matter how badly I want it. I just know I love and miss my baby.

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